Sharing

Hi there,

These are the final CDs for The Living Kabbalah System's "Out of the Darkness: Take Your Life to the Next Level" course.

I planned on skipping the final class this week because I was bumming about DPW bust. After listening to this week's CDs about sharing with the right intentions, I may be wrong for getting upset and sharing it on my last post. I thought about deleting the post but then I thought reading it from time to time may be a good reminder for me about the power of the ego and how being reactive can effect me by cutting myself out of enjoying something like Kabbalah and getting great tools to improve my life. I have decided to not let my ego get in the way of attending my final Level 1 class after all.

Moving on, I have to say this week royally sucked! A long time ago, me and a friend of mine bought this unfinished film at 50/50 over 5 years ago. As soon as my check cleared, my friend stole the negative. Every time I ask to see it or get a copy, it turns into a major battle or I have to listen to all his 50 million problems and excuses. I get so worn out arguing with him that I give up asking and just check in every year on how the film is doing (nothing).

Last Thursday, he sent me a contract admitting he stole the film. I was blown away by his honesty and thought he must have had a "Coming To Jesus" moment. I email him to ask if I could see the negative or if I could get a copy now. He sends me the film's audio but not the visual copies. When I ask for the visuals, he says I need to sign his contract or he won't send them because he is afraid I will steal this film from him like he stole it from me. I lose my Kabbalah cool and explode.

Later on, I listen to the CDs and immediately realize the problem: I am going for an instant fix by trying to resolve this matter quickly and cheaply with emails and I am getting reactive because it's not working. What I need to do is accept this process hasn't worked in over 5 years and I need to hire an attorney. If I want to finish this film then I need to accept that resolving this will take time, commitment and resources otherwise I should drop it forever. Clarity! I emailed him that emailing isn't working out so if I do not receive a copy by two weeks from today then I will hire an attorney and go to court so a judge can resolve this matter for us. He has sent me a barrage of emails and I've put them unread in an email folder because I am choosing to no longer give him the power to make me upset. I am choosing to be the Cause rather than the Effect.

Having these Kabbalah tools helped me immensely to calm down and regain my self-control so that my fears or my feelings didn't overwhelm me. This may not be hard for you but patience and discipline are not my strong suits so it was a HUGE deal for me. I hope you too are learning more about yourself as we travel on this journey.

Let's review! :)

22: Sharing With Others

Spirituality is accepting our whole reason for being is to share.

If we give for selfish reasons (insecurity, peer pressure, significance, recognition, approval or avoid judgment) then our ego is in control and chaos will ensue. If we give unselfishly (real effort and getting out of our comfort zone) then we transform ourselves and gain the joy and fulfillment that is life's true purpose.

Relationships are the #1 tool for growth because others challenge us in ways we never challenge ourselves. As soon as someone pushes your buttons or you find delays, you have found your garbage. Our garbage is our gift. Once we transform our garbage into gifts then we reach a higher level of consciousness and get closer to the 99% world.

Sharing our growth with others creates a positive evolution of consciousness and exponentially effects the universe. Our role in life is to give as endlessly as does the Creator. Share ruthlessly!

Ask yourself, "How much good have I done?"

23: Making This Last

When you catch yourself being selfish or negative or having drama, take a moment and remember your game plan to help you stay proactive instead of becoming reactive.

1. Short-term (instant gratification) vs. Long-term (doing the work to earn the rewards)
2. You are the Cause (discipline, effort), no longer the Effect (reactionary)
3. You are in control of your Ego
4. You are Proactive (responsible), you are not a Victim (blaming)
5. You want to connect with the 99% (sharing), not the 1% (selfish)
6. You want to earn your reward and enjoy the journey, you do not envy or take from others
7. You are connected to the Light and have an abundant future, you do not worry or need short cuts
8. You are sharing and receiving with the right intentions
9. Love your garbage and embrace it as you grow.
10. You expand your consciousness and the positive energy in the universe

Compare your goals from Session 1 to Session 23. How is it looking?

Next up: Level 2! Taking Spiritual Responsibility for Growth!

Mazel Tov